Wonder if this works- Fertile Flame Fertility Candle

I found this product on amazon and just placed a order. The item is called "Fertile Flame Fertility Candle " .
My husband and I are trying to have a baby and we have had no luck yet. So I am excited to check out this product to see what it is all about and if it works. Prayers and love and support is appreciated.

Will keep you informed....

Not Yet.... But, you never know until you try....

As some or many of you may remember that last month I was pretty confident and sure I was pregnant. As I was "Late" and had missed my cycle and such. I was sure of it and I also was sure I felt different and there were changes in my body so that convinced me even more that we had a baby on the way. But, then eventually I did start my cycle. 
Well that was last month so this month comes along and the time period comes around this month (same time frame) from when I started my cycle last month (I hope this makes sense and I am trying to express in a way that makes sense) what I am getting at.  It comes and goes and so here we are at almost the 29th and nothing. Well earlier today I think maybe pregnant.

So just awhile ago I take a test as I had one already.... Here is the result

If I had been pregnant both the control line & test line would have appeared. But, only the control line appeared. So NOPE not yet!!! and it could be I just tested a little early. However if all else fails there is always next month.

We would appreciate your continued love, support, and prayers for us in this journey! We have no stronger desire than to be able to bring children into the world and to be parents.

Change of Plans.... of Sorts....

Want to keep you all updated....

So um, Change of plans of sorts.... I changed Doctors to one closer to home. And so my new appointment is Nov 29th, 2013 - yes a little longer! Prayers to keep me healthy and for the Starting baby, getting pregnant journey etc.

Now's The Time....

So  I feel that now is the time.

 Time that I take charge and go see and get me a OB/GYN so I can better prepare myself to take care of my health (women's) and all that. I have to deal with some financial stuff.

We will be taking care of that. And my First Appointment with my OB/GYN is September 3, 2013. I will be addressing any issues and having a Physical etc. Please join us for "The ride" and "This Journey!" Will keep you informed.

A Question for you all.....

A Question I put on our Facebook Page.....

Okay so I want to get personal for a minute. Bryan and I want to start our family and have children. We have been trying with no avail and success. I am wondering If i should get me a OB/GYNOCOLOGIST or a OB just to take care of now and over the years my women and female health? a general practice doctor ? or what kind of medical professional should i seek to take care of my needs ? should i get a exam? or you know.... (sorry do not want to get real involved and graphic or upset anyone or offend anyone in anyway).  I have never experienced this before and i need guidance and advice so i can get all in check and healthy to be able to have babies and get to where i need to be to achieve that. I hope i am not being repetitive. Advise please!!!! again please accept my apologies in advance if i offend anyone in anyway.

We want to start our family- We are asking for Prayers.....

Bryan and I have been married for almost 14 MONTHS!!! wow, where did the time go??? only 10 MONTHS till our 2 year anniversary.

In any case we have been trying to conceive for that same period of time as well. 
And so far with no success....
We honestly thought or suspected that these last few weeks and this last month that we had been successful and were pregnant. That thinking was going on till this last Sunday when while at a cousin's missionary farewell and before Sacrament Meeting started I made a stop to the restroom and in doing so.  There it was - It was confirmed that Pregnancy and conception had not occurred.

I do admit I was disappointed and started experiencing feelings of depression, disappointment, feeling that I had once again FAILED and disappointed myself and my wonderful husband. As I know how strong the desire is for me to give birth, conceive, have children and be a mother and the same for my wonderful husband minus the giving birth on "his end"!!!! There is such a strong desire for him to have children and be a father as well.

We now know that this process will not be a "cake walk!", not going to be a breeze or easy, And I just fear that as each month passes and if we are not pregnant the likelihood of it happening get's less and less.


We now come to you..... OUR FRIENDS, FAMILY, and those we LOVE and who are so near and dear to us - We need your help!!!! we know there is not a lot or much you all can do accept offer and give your love, support, and encouragement to us.

And really that is what we need and are asking for.  We ask you our Family and Friends
For your prayers that we will be successful in conceiving, getting pregnant and experiencing pregnancy and childbirth. That nothing will stand in our way and prevent us from achieving this desire and goal.

Your love and support is greatly appreciated.....

Dream i had while taking a nap.... Hope it is not a indicator of what will happen to me in one sense....

I was taking a nap earlier this evening. And I had a dream kind of a weird one of sorts however right before I woke up well I should say it was ending as I was waking up. Anyhow, I do not know how many of you watch the young and the restless and who are familiar with the characters.

But, this dream was set in a Airport and I was there and so was Cane and Lily (from Young and the restless), Victoria (from young and the restless), me, and this sweet but, random girl who I guess works at the airport or something. This random lady has really been wanting to have children or a child but, has been unsuccessful - and I liken it to me who has so far been unsuccessful and so is Victoria on the young and the restless.  Anyhow in this dream when it was ending News came out that Cane and Lily were expecting and they were so excited and so was this random lady. Come to find out that Lily is this ladies surrogate., Then Victoria comes out and proclaims "Well, God still don't want and can't allow me to have children. "

 as of course she had just found out she was and is not pregnant.  That is right when I wake up!!! It got me thinking.... "Oh, no I really hope what Victoria is going through and experiencing is not going to be me and what I am experiencing." I hope that is not my fate and experience and outcome.

I much rather and hope and pray for "The Cane and Lily outcome and that of mystery lady!"

Sorry I know this is random and weird. Just want to express my feelings.